On tying the Knot

I love him to bits. Yes. I admit that. Whatever it is, I've spent a lot of time with him. And by a lot, I do mean A LOT. I practically have another world of mine with him. We spend the night until wee hours in the morning, yes, doing all those that you could ever imagined. We are young. So what do you expect? It's natural to be playful, no?

Okay fine, it's another forbidden relationship between a man and his gadget, that's if you consider him one.

I sent him to Low Yatt plaza yesterday. Went into the shop where I bought him in December 2006. I showed the technician my precious little darling. And he tried switching it on, but to no avail. He flipped him around, screwing in those little nuts while I watched him adjusting those helluva electronics. And he flipped him around, tried to wake him up again. It's still empty.

After much flipping and screwing, the technician finally got tired. It was an attempt of vain.

I drove the little Compaq to the HP headquarters in Bukit Damansara. And guess what, the receptionist said it'll most probably cost over 1k. I can see my darling in 2 weeks time, they just need to, take out the brain and replace it with a new one. He would never be the same. I need time to adjust to the new him. Omygawd, I feel so depressed.

Depression kicks in. No, not solely because of him, but rather the 1k I needed to spend to get him back again. I felt as if I'm using my pocket money like I'm Paris Hilton or the Sultan of B or whoever rich who spends without thinking twice. There's all those mega spendings this year. The Cambodia trip, the repair of my compact camera, the other trip I've made with someone new which no, I'm not going to tell who, and now this, the investment I'm making towards the forbidden relationship of a human and a gadget.

My saving account is running dry. I have no idea how am I supposed to spend the rest of my 3 months here, without asking for help from the parents. I don't want to. I think I'm on the verge of breaking down...

And I'm spending a lot of time in the car alone. Literally. Just last night, I drove to Dataran Merdeka, parked at the side, and watched the lights as the time passed by. No, I didn't do anything. I don't know what I can do without the much trusted legs.

I feel... helpless. And hopeless.

But I can't just tie the knot. I meant, the Malay proverb. Translated, it goes tying the stomach. Which means, abstinence from food. So no, I can't just tie the knot. I need my share of food still.

ps: Depressing sky by Barca Branca

I'm Twisted? NOT!

How evil are you?

I can't resist taking the test while I was browsing through blogs just now. I mean, I came across this test on one of the blogs, where the author was classified as "Evil". Questions are pretty obvious, as in which answer you choose determine how evil you are. But somehow, it just appears that, even when I'm so damn UN-evil and I chose "Comedy" over "Movies of Evil" when asked about what's my type of movie, the website just won't want to settle down with the fact that I'm the slightest bit of evil, and what's more, they came up with a new term that I'm actually TWISTED! Could you even believe that? I mean, look at my post! Which posts indicated that I've had Mr. Jekyll in myself huh? Okay maybe when I cursed a few here and there; or about my GAY SEX fantasies; and that "forbidden love between a man and his handphone" as Paul put it... But all in all... wait a minute... I guess I am TWISTED... LOL. But hey, really, I'm just being nice. I've got straigt readers, and homosexuals as well. I'm just not being homophobic. LOL. But anyway, since I've decided to be TWISTED today, I guess I could carry on being TWISTED then.

Interesting image I captured at the lecture hall after Dr. Tay's Medical Microbiology class. None of the 3 dozed off individuals in the photo are myself. I was the one taking the photo. Call me TWISTED, it seems like I'm the one obsessed with sleeping future doctors lately. LOL. But to be honest, I guess I have somehow TWISTED my circardian rhythm. I sleep at 1.30 a.m. every night, and woke up at 7.10 am every morning. And I don't need any more sleep for the rest of the day. I'm still working towards reducing my sleeping hours, maybe 3 hours per day... who knows, I might finally TWIST my brain so much that I could become a sleepless monster. Wonder what it's like to be then, not needing to sleep and all. I'll have 24 hours per day, as in 24 HOURS per day. I won't need to save up 6 hours per day for sleep, which to the TWISTED me, is just merely a waste of time, although those seriously un-TWISTED scientists and medical peoples have been reporting it's better to have 6 hours of sleep per day for adults. Then, I'll have enough time to make...

I'll stop here. It's a TWISTED post by a TWISTED guy with a TWISTED brain, on a TWISTED mood anyway.

20 07 2007

I was typing something about being a money-faced doctor a while ago. But Vico sent me a youtube link that somehow, I was too stupid not to save my writings first that the youtube thing, just somehow being opened in the same window as my blogspot's. BAH. So yea, when I clicked on the "Back" button, it's an empty new page.

Anyway, for those who don't actually understand Mandrin, I'm really sorry about this. The youtube video below is sang in erm, a little bit of Mandrin, Malay, and some Chinese clan's native language. Now, come to think about it, I would just post the entire video up here, but then again, I guess I'll just post the link. A good buddy of mine was saying this singer was caught last week. OMG. Now I don't know if that's true, but I definitely don't want to be accused of NOT being patriotic.

The song is basically a Chinese rap song, with a little bit of the national anthem being inserted here and there. And the singer was singing on some really sensitive stuff that normal people like myself would only keep to our family. I salute his bravery though. Not that I support him or anything. But there are some truths alright. Especially when there's this part about students who go to Chinese Independant school not able to enter local university. Yeah, and he actually had all this University of Malaya logo being incorporated in his video. Anyway, here's the link, I'm NOT commenting anything. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NczMNH0dbEQ

By the way, do you actually noticed today's date? Forget about the 7th of July. My friend from secondary school just messaged me this saying today's teh 20th of July, and well, it took me quite a long time realizing what she was saying. 20.07.2007. Now, wouldn't that be nice... I'm thinking of getting drunk. As in I'll walk straight into a light pole kind of drunk. Not difficult I suppose, although I do have this pit on my cheeks that older people say that means I can really drink. But I can assure you, I never drink. LOL

Anyway, enjoy the weekend!